i need a break. penang perhaps?
please.
#419
Love possesses not, nor will it be possessed, for love is sufficient unto love.
- Khalil Gibran
a quote from Baci chocolate wrapper. fave. suka sebab wrapper dia ada quotes. and the choc itself is delish!
lunch for today:
1 Daim, 1 Ferrero, 1 Hershey's nugget, and 1 Baci.
sorry paman. got nothing to eat. oat bars doesn't sound yummy. hehe.
n now i am hungry. T_T
#418
lost wallet. found in washing machine.
lost me? God knows where.
i hope you won't. coz, i barely remember my own name.
lost me? God knows where.
i hope you won't. coz, i barely remember my own name.
#416
Happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn't know you left open.
Not a door you purposely open for others to come in.
- John Barrymore
Not a door you purposely open for others to come in.
- aisyah abdullah
#414
wahai si hati rebel,
don't you have anything to say?
does it even matter? nobody going to listen anyway.
i have much better way to deal with it.
hati bukan takat rebel. kebal sudah.
batu.
don't you have anything to say?
does it even matter? nobody going to listen anyway.
i have much better way to deal with it.
hati bukan takat rebel. kebal sudah.
batu.
#409
jadi selfish boleh?
penat.
hati sendiri tak terjaga.
put others before yourself.
what? apa tu?
kalau semua fikir macam tu xpe jgk.
damn.
penat.
hati sendiri tak terjaga.
put others before yourself.
what? apa tu?
kalau semua fikir macam tu xpe jgk.
damn.
#404
yes. error 404. page not found.
serabut. celaru. confused. sakit. pedih. bimbang. paranoid. suka fikir bukan2 yang buruk2. yeah. saat ini. detik ini. itu yang aku rasa. macam duduk hadap tembok besar. kiri kanan depan belakang. tak ada satu ruang pun yang beri aku lalu.
salah aku. slap yourself, dear self. oh, and hold your tears. nobody want to see that, si lembik. you make who you are for people to see. apa yang aku ada? nada. zero. itu words from a loser. no. don't be one. everyone else wanna see the winner you. be strong. fight for you. yourself. no one else will.
one moment you feel like everything is trapping you. when the other time you can see your future as clear as the sky. you know where you goes even in 5 years time from now. dari awal cerita yang aku mahu hingga akhir cerita, juga seperti aku mahu. cerita aku bukan? cerita si degil.
on another story. few days ago, ada kawan gila2, bunga2 mahu ajak aku kahwin. gila kau? yes. his dad just passed away. that question was so random. entah aku org yg keberapa dalam friend list dia yang dia dah bunga2. funny but at the same time, it's sympathy. how depression can make you do silly things. chill bro. the more you look for it, the farther it go away. kan paman?
cemburu. lihat momen2 happy kamu dulu. yes. momen2 happy kamu dalam lappy.
bukan kamu yang past. kamu yang present. kamu yang present dengan momen2 yang past. aku mahu lihat senyum kamu yang dulu bila sama aku. untuk masa ini, future dan selamanya.
yes. i am that selfish. si degil yang tamak.
*serius rasa mahu nangis.
ok. move on. past is past. senyum, hidup yang masa ini ada aku, kamu. itu cukup bukan?
kita sama usaha jadi yang lebih baik dari past. untuk kita juga.
craps. merepek due to tidur yang diganggu. agh!
serabut. celaru. confused. sakit. pedih. bimbang. paranoid. suka fikir bukan2 yang buruk2. yeah. saat ini. detik ini. itu yang aku rasa. macam duduk hadap tembok besar. kiri kanan depan belakang. tak ada satu ruang pun yang beri aku lalu.
salah aku. slap yourself, dear self. oh, and hold your tears. nobody want to see that, si lembik. you make who you are for people to see. apa yang aku ada? nada. zero. itu words from a loser. no. don't be one. everyone else wanna see the winner you. be strong. fight for you. yourself. no one else will.
one moment you feel like everything is trapping you. when the other time you can see your future as clear as the sky. you know where you goes even in 5 years time from now. dari awal cerita yang aku mahu hingga akhir cerita, juga seperti aku mahu. cerita aku bukan? cerita si degil.
on another story. few days ago, ada kawan gila2, bunga2 mahu ajak aku kahwin. gila kau? yes. his dad just passed away. that question was so random. entah aku org yg keberapa dalam friend list dia yang dia dah bunga2. funny but at the same time, it's sympathy. how depression can make you do silly things. chill bro. the more you look for it, the farther it go away. kan paman?
cemburu. lihat momen2 happy kamu dulu. yes. momen2 happy kamu dalam lappy.
bukan kamu yang past. kamu yang present. kamu yang present dengan momen2 yang past. aku mahu lihat senyum kamu yang dulu bila sama aku. untuk masa ini, future dan selamanya.
yes. i am that selfish. si degil yang tamak.
*serius rasa mahu nangis.
ok. move on. past is past. senyum, hidup yang masa ini ada aku, kamu. itu cukup bukan?
kita sama usaha jadi yang lebih baik dari past. untuk kita juga.
craps. merepek due to tidur yang diganggu. agh!
#403
I’m selfish.
I’d only want those who want me more
&
Better the devil you know than the angel you don’t.
I’d only want those who want me more
&
Better the devil you know than the angel you don’t.
-bilabintangbicara
#401
today is 27. so, i'm a month older. old? i guess.
heh. tahun ni ramai member yang akan kawen. ape tu?
kita start dgn fatma, ain, luqman, fani, pokpa, abe long muhaimin, puloh, n the list never stop.
asmah, mai, n a few more dah tunang.
i saw monehh flying. hahaha.
so, paman. when is our turn ah?
mengada. padahal....
heh. tahun ni ramai member yang akan kawen. ape tu?
kita start dgn fatma, ain, luqman, fani, pokpa, abe long muhaimin, puloh, n the list never stop.
asmah, mai, n a few more dah tunang.
i saw monehh flying. hahaha.
so, paman. when is our turn ah?
mengada. padahal....
#400
yes. i envy you.
coz, i don't have stories to tell. i cant be your storyteller.
so, will you let me be your listener?
i'll be a good one.
i promise... ;)
coz, i don't have stories to tell. i cant be your storyteller.
so, will you let me be your listener?
i'll be a good one.
i promise... ;)
#397
i felt so mellow right now. can't smile. remembering things i shouldn't remember. looking at things i shouldn't peek. imagining things that could never be happen. wondering how if that and that didn't occurred. agh! i shouldn't right?
so.
paman, i miss you. a lot. although we met almost everyday. still, i freaking miss you. this is new. the feeling i had for you is unexplained (it crossed my mind, u ada guna2. but, neah. u didn't right?). i played hard to get when the fact is i am really simple n easy (with a lil cover up here n there. not to worry though).
looking straight up ahead. and without glancing back at past.
yeah.
so.
paman, i miss you. a lot. although we met almost everyday. still, i freaking miss you. this is new. the feeling i had for you is unexplained (it crossed my mind, u ada guna2. but, neah. u didn't right?). i played hard to get when the fact is i am really simple n easy (with a lil cover up here n there. not to worry though).
looking straight up ahead. and without glancing back at past.
yeah.
#394
i am stubborn.
tapi, kalau tak degil, takdelah sy dapat study remote sensing, jejak sabah, lepas tu dapat masalah negara.
but, it's fun. learning process to be a human. a better human.
and now,
we both are stubborn.
tapi, kalau tak degil, tak dapat la backpacking to europe kan paman?
tapi, kalau tak degil, takdelah sy dapat study remote sensing, jejak sabah, lepas tu dapat masalah negara.
but, it's fun. learning process to be a human. a better human.
and now,
we both are stubborn.
tapi, kalau tak degil, tak dapat la backpacking to europe kan paman?
#393
kadang kita rasa everyone around us are supporting us.
the fact is they only hold you with the topeng.
the fact is they only hold you with the topeng.
#392
hey, isn't that girl u used to hang out with?
wow, she's a model now.
don't u wanna be one?
i'm still the kampung girl. no regret, huh?
wow, she's a model now.
don't u wanna be one?
i'm still the kampung girl. no regret, huh?
#388
eh? tengok lagi? sudah lah. takde apa yang fun kat sini.
penuh sarcasm saje.
tapi, kalau mahu lihat future yang indah2, silakan...
;)
penuh sarcasm saje.
tapi, kalau mahu lihat future yang indah2, silakan...
;)
#382
kalau nak sihat, mesti makan makanan yang sihat. no junk food, no fats, no too much caffeine.
breakfast roti. lunch salad. snack makan fruits. dinner tak perlu amik. kan paman? ;)
makan untuk sihat. bukan untuk kurus.
konon la. breakfast tadi makan granola bar quaker oat. 1 jam lepas tu perut dah bunyi2. hahaha.
breakfast roti. lunch salad. snack makan fruits. dinner tak perlu amik. kan paman? ;)
makan untuk sihat. bukan untuk kurus.
konon la. breakfast tadi makan granola bar quaker oat. 1 jam lepas tu perut dah bunyi2. hahaha.
#377
stresssss!!!
tipikal mind x habis2. have to convince every other people why i should do that. payah!
n need to get new spec this very evening. buat kerja macam blur2. i need monehh!
sape2 yg ada hutang dgn saya sila jelaskan sebelum counter tutup. sorang tu dah janji nak bayar lepas bonus bulan3. hopefully betul la kan.
tipikal mind x habis2. have to convince every other people why i should do that. payah!
n need to get new spec this very evening. buat kerja macam blur2. i need monehh!
sape2 yg ada hutang dgn saya sila jelaskan sebelum counter tutup. sorang tu dah janji nak bayar lepas bonus bulan3. hopefully betul la kan.
#376
you know that you sayangg someone if you cried becoz of him.
and you cried becoz you no longer can hold getting mad at him. it's the least or worst you can do.
and yes, your middle name is emo.
and you cried becoz you no longer can hold getting mad at him. it's the least or worst you can do.
and yes, your middle name is emo.
#375
tensi. piktur2 byk x jadi. n boleh tak dia salah bg scanned film?
entah gambar sape2 dia bagi. dah lah kedai jauh. agh!
entah gambar sape2 dia bagi. dah lah kedai jauh. agh!
#374
tak susah bukan?
ok. now we have our own way to success.
wish us luck!
trust. n don't wander2. xde sebab n pekdah pun der..
ok. now we have our own way to success.
wish us luck!
trust. n don't wander2. xde sebab n pekdah pun der..
#371
had a weird time last night. spec went down straight into the toilet while wudhu'. hahaha.
now pakai mata silicone ni sangat tidak selesa. ;(
and a very weird dream last night. tak boleh digest kenapa mereka perlu ada dalam mimpi. aku siap bagi warning "don't touch what's mine!" hahahaha
n now sangat nervous atas sebab2 tertentu. help!
now pakai mata silicone ni sangat tidak selesa. ;(
and a very weird dream last night. tak boleh digest kenapa mereka perlu ada dalam mimpi. aku siap bagi warning "don't touch what's mine!" hahahaha
n now sangat nervous atas sebab2 tertentu. help!
#370
i'm freaking out......................
ok. serius seram. takut. risau. segan.
semua ada kot.
agh!
ok. serius seram. takut. risau. segan.
semua ada kot.
agh!
#361
woohooo!
had fun. but wish paman was here.
;(
saturday pls come faster so i can see paman!
mish mish u!
had fun. but wish paman was here.
;(
saturday pls come faster so i can see paman!
mish mish u!
#357
lapis langit pagi tadi sangat cantik. tak sempat snap sebab kejar masa.
eh, bukan deadline hari ni? yang pergi main sini kenapa?
dah2. shooh. buat kerja sana.
ok. T_T
eh, bukan deadline hari ni? yang pergi main sini kenapa?
dah2. shooh. buat kerja sana.
ok. T_T
#356
2 hari ++ di johor. bliss.
pusing2 dalam kipmart masai sambil bawa balloon angry bird. semua orang pandang especially kids.
T_T
takpe. bukan selalu.
pusing2 dalam kipmart masai sambil bawa balloon angry bird. semua orang pandang especially kids.
T_T
takpe. bukan selalu.
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