heartlove: November 2011

#311

i miss abah. so much.....

*tears

past.

Dear paman,

sorry for being a stubborn lil girl.
sorry for being a lil girl full of doubt.
sorry for being mengada at not the right time.

I'll try not to cari pasal again.
(dah frame cantik2 simpan atas almari)
harap2 atas almari sana ada orang lain tolong jaga.

on the another note.

yang lepas memang dah tak boleh ubah.
tapi, yang ada sekarang dan masa depan masih ada harapan.
why don't you try to keep it alive instead of pulling me into your situation.

tumpul.

tarah-lah.

takik-lah.

libas-lah.

pancung-lah.

kalau tumpul,

begitu juga.

xde hasil der.

i'll try not to lose respect to you. apa yg kau buat itu mulia. tapi, sila jangan takut jadi diri sendiri.

aku sedar aku silap. tapi, positif. mungkin itu yang tertulis. kalau bukan, tuhan pasti tunjuk. langkah kita akan jadi mudah.

i'm sorry.

#309

Kalau boleh

kau ku

racik racik

dan

ku gulung gulung

menjadi kretek.

Simpan dalam poket,

dan

engkau akan

ku hirup

kapanpun ingin.

hanahanafleur

yes paman. i know u don't smoke kretek.
tapi, sesuai bukan?

#308

yes.
i am the queen of freaking out.
i am the queen of spill it all.
i am the queen of benda-dah-elok-nak-pi-usik-buat-apa.
i am the queen of takde-pasal-nak-cari-pasal.
i am the queen of egocentric.
yes. i am all the above.

and yes. thank you.
for ruining my mood.
:)

*smile fading away.

:(

#307

berlarilah.
selagi kamu mampu.

silent and running away.

#306

i said i don't want any bed. but, if you find this real, i might reconsider.

;)

#305

found on Tumblr.

#304

what the fuss about breaking dawn? twilight? apa tu?
never watch any of the movies. tak terfikir pun.

twilight vs. the oxford murders.
i choose the latter one.
haha.

tapi masing2 punya minat kan. terpulang.

#303

baru sedar. nampak. siapa yang mahu.
didn't know before this.
and saw no effort.

but, thanks anyway.

#302

sesak. penuh.
maaf, takde ruang lagi berbaki.

#301

twice? no. it doesn't.

#300

ayat penyata yang tidak sedap didengar:

ayat 1 : "eh, awal echa balik hari ni?"

ayat 2 : "selalunya malaaaam baru cik echa balik kan?"

ayat 3 : bibik : hari ni nak masak apa, dik echa?
me : apa2 lah bibik.
bibik : balik lambat la tu. tak makan kat rumah la kan.
me : T_T

ayat 4 : "cik echa tak keluar hari ni?"

seriously, haih.
T_T

#299

from web

Stumble upon this on 'a beautiful mess' blog. Loves!

And then remembered I have done one too. But much bigger with less cost.

But, not as pretty and artsy la. Compared. I think mine still okay.

mine.

Some parts have to be blurred. Hehe.

Bila la boleh decorate wall macam ni lagi? hmmm...

#298

hey, how's your life?
doing good?

#297

ask yourself.

#296

used to hate everything i don't like.
but, the hatred doesn't last long.

takde guna benci2 kot.

#295

saya sangat gedik
gedik adalah saya

huh?

pandai2 lah fikir. dah besar. pandai2 lah behave.

#294

~~craving for sushi n strawberries!~~

done!

#293

i search for you. and there is none.

frustrated.

#292

doo-it. (haih)
tak elok mengeluh, bukan?

wahai cik tayar, please bertahan ok? jiran depan awak tu dah buat saya spend untuk tayar baru.
so, please behave. dia dah bawa lari budget dulu.

smile. for a better day.

#291

I can be a lover, a hater, a fighter, a player, but that just ain't my style.
I'm nothing but a mystery with a pretty smile.

#290

kenapa senang sangat dizzy sekarang ni?
please.
jauh2 dari apa penyakit. tak mahu.

#289

kepercayaan tanpa rasional - buta
rasional tanpa kepercayaan - kontang

-matluthfi

#284

i want this!

tesco, please ada.

#283

hiding in daylight.

let see how far you can manage.

#282

looking at the past. eh, no. i mean looking forward the future.

relationship is one funny thing.
accidentally built (maybe)
yeah. could be construct from any reason. gamble. boredom.
or maybe...instinct.
could be.

tanya hati. sendiri jawab.
tak perlu paksa.

#281

falling hard.

for you.

#280

sakit bila beri segala.

come on.

#279

one track mind.

P.A.G

#278

Heart beats fastColors and promisesHow do be braveHow can I love when I'm afraidTo fallBut watching you stand aloneAll of my doubtSuddenly goes away somehow

#277

mahu atau tidak itu sendiri rasa.
don't blame others la.

#276

If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands (clap clap)
If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands (clap clap)
If you're happy and you know it, then your face will surely show it
If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands. (clap clap)

smile and show it to the world.
be happy. happy deserves everyone.

sebab apa nak peeping lagi bukan? we deserves our own space.
and yes, we do have our own preference. tak perlu paksa2 la.

#275

;)

#274

A good looking woman works out to keep her body in shape.
But a pretty woman kneels down in prayer to keep her heart in shape.

#273

yup. mistakes can't be undone.
comparing and looking for an escape are not the answer.

you.
it will never be anyone else.
it will be only you.

#272

put the past behind.
frame it nicely.
so, you will not be ashamed of it.

;)

#271

smile.

for a better day.
for a positive future.

;)

#270

ugh. i need new space.
help!

#269

saya adalah seorang jahat.

tetapi, direject kejahatannya kerana dikatakan seorang yang baik.

this is wrong.

somewhere. maybe. hmmm.

#268

takde mood.

langsung.

#267

Shame.

You have a lot of nerve to still be here, reading this.
Shame on you.

And you're the sad one, now.
Not me.
Okay, I am still the sad one, just you're the sadder one.

:)

copy dari kickass. yeah! very the kickass.

#266

ada saja kan yang buat sakit. ada juga yang buat suka.
tapi, bila kau rasa mahu sampai bila-bila, sila teruskan.
jangan terdetik. jangan selisih.

hati bukan main-main.

#265

"you crossed my life. you stay. for quite some time. you saw someone. you gave yourself a chance. you being true. but, not wholly. you let go half. trying to reach it. when it get to your sense of belonging, you confused."

i just don't have the ending. anyway, this is crap. must-go-crap.

#264

mixed feeling.

but, i know we want it.

and thank you for overwrite the memory.

#263

can't wait for tonight.

boleh tak kalau jangan teruja sangat? memalukan.

#262

A: "What does she look in a man?"

P: "The man with balls."

a very funny conversation. she didn't sedar pun that thing. you know who i am. doesn't need to be 'meleweh' punya orang. go up front and tell. tak payah kias2. she is a person with thousand reasons.