heartlove: September 2011

#154

rasa diri kecik. kecik sikit la.

takpe la. diorang pun bukan besar sangat. kan?

#153

kau pernah cakap kan dulu, teaching can never be in your list?
dah tu kau pasti step itu yang kau nak ambil?

sure?

#152

never let the fear of striking out, keep you from playing the game!

#151

hati mana boleh jangka. words aren't exactly portray your feelings.
cakap sayang, tapi sebenarnya tidak.
cakap benci, tapi sebenarnya tak mahu lepas.

jadi?
hmmm. biarlah.

#150

penang trip this weekend!!! to go or not to go?

i want!!

#149

back here! mana hilang? ke ada tempat lain?
hahaha. could be. rimas.

#148

ada jalan baru.

should i go?
lagi dekat. kan?

#146

silent space.
isn't there too much of it?

#145

peoples around us approves us more than we do.

how meh?

looking back. i gave too many fake hopes. i don't meant it. i don't even realize.
sorry guys. at least i stopped it before it turns into any serious matter.
you all deserve someone better. better than me.

(hahaha.ayat gila perasan)

#142

I wish i can..no feelings..no need to lie..evrythng perfect..

#141

A : doing stuff i like.
B : which is?
A: keeping a relationship alive.

#140

sorry..the person u'r looking for is not available at the moment..
plz try later..hmm,next year maybe?

post this on FB last 2 years. masin mulut kan.

#139

when words are too late, the dreams fall into pieces.

.

#138

the beautiful part of it is to initiate a fight.

.

#137

luv takes no u-turn.
but,it will stop at the red sign.
i guess so..

.

#136

"2012 resolution : hope u r still unmarried. amin."

i post this on 1st january 2011 on FB.

#135

when things doesn't go the way you want, it sadden the hell out of you.
(tak semua dalam dunia ni yang kau mahu, kau boleh dapat. faham maksud redha ok? shooh!)

#134

: bunuhlah untuk kesekian kali pun. tetap hidup.

tak jatuh dek angin. tak hurai dek masa.
masih lagi di sini.

#133

feels like going on train trip.
neah. maybe just take ktm and stop anywhere i want.

pernah plan nak naik train ke kelantan. suddenly, doesn't feel like to. tak best.

#132

get a grip. fight! you can do it!

#131

Seketika ku terfikir

Perasaan yang tiba semalam

Jangan pernah mengasingkanku

Daripada damai pelukan

Terhenti nafasku berlari

Dibelai lembut seindah mimpi

Berlagu berbisik hati mu

Semulajadinya

Aku jatuh

Beginikah rasanya kasih?

Yang tiada kacau keraguan

Terkunci mata mu mencari

Berkata aku lah yang dinanti

Berlagu berbisik hati mu

Semulajadinya

Kamu jatuh

Tak ku mampu tidur

Terhenti nafasku berlari

Berkata akulah yang dinanti

Berlagu berbisik hatiku

Semulajadinya

Aku jatuh

Tak ku mampu

rasa, simpan sendiri. tak perlu tunjuk. kot. mungkinlah. agaknya.

entah. ;)

#130

we are free, we are young.

nothing can stop us.

#129

you both are so boring.................

*sigh

#128

i miss this..

#127

kau suka yang N.A saja bukan? (not available)

too bad i only have Y as in aisYah. (too many why's)

;p

#126

kau nak yang stabil
kau nak yang dengar kata
kau nak yang hot saja
kau nak yang hebat segala

there you have it
apa lagi kau nak?
tak kena dengan jiwa?

huh.

#125

show off lah banyak mana pun.
hati masing-masing siapa tahu, bukan?

#124

sakit hati ni syaitan punya kerja. buat apa nak fikir.

penat otak je kan.

kalau nak sakit hati kan orang lain, boleh saja. anytime. just call me.

#123

sorry. sakit yang mention sebelum ni bukan sakit as in betul2 ada penyakit.
sakit ni as in 'sakit hati' dan perasaan.

#122

i am not good enough eh?
who said so?
it's you, aisyah!

duh. get up.

FIGHT!

#121

the worst part of relationship, you can't even make him smile.

*sigh

sad. sad. sad.

#120

ujian. ujian. ujian.
jadi kau kuat, bukan?
tak payah jadi lembut. jangan kau berdolak-dalik.
tak perlu.

#119

sakit? yeah!
serves you right.

#118

i ask them again.
"are you guys still mad?"
i didn't expect this.
"yeah. pretty much"

sorry. tried my best to explain.
i'm not that convincing though.
i was right when i decided not to have 'teaching' on my career list.
yup. will never be.

#117

you know someone is hurting and suffering when the tears doesn't stop.

but, i hope not.

#116

aku tanya kau. jadi, sepatutnya kau lah yang jawab bukan?
tapi, lain pula ceritanya. haih.

i don't like this. i need to put an end to this.
aku malas nak layan drama.
drama2 ni is soooo not me.

#115

suka gambar ni. petak2 kotak2 panas2.

All men's misfortunes spring from their hatred of being alone.
Jean de la Bruyere

A strong hatred is the best lamp to bear in our hands as we go over the dark places of life, cutting away the dead things men tell us to revere. Rebecca West

All who consult on doubtful matters, should be void of hatred, friendship, anger, and pity.
Sallust

#114

kalau kau terjaga tengah malam dan all you can think about is him, what does it mean?

i am convinced enough. aku tak salah hala. mahu kamu juga.

dah2 la merajuk. penat.

#113

done. am not good enough for everything.
i tried.
not sure if it's enough.

or not.

#112

be yourself. don't force.

#111

happy2 post semua untuk mr partner.
yang hatred and pathetic post bukan untuk mr partner.
diulang, bukan untuk mr partner.

sekian, terima kasih.

#110

get busy!
start something. sewing ke. scrapbook ke. jogging ke(ni dah start).
please2. go away..

#109

loves!

#108

"do we need to fork out that RM700 or even 2K for those?"
"nope."
"we can always take..."
"our picture by ourself, right?"
"yeah!"

yup. i know.
;)

#107

chocolate vanilla dream.
ice-cream. rains. night.
smiles & stares.

couldn't get enough.
sigh.

awkwardly silent.

#106

I am me. I am not willing to change for you, or anyone else.
Take me as I am, or watch me as I go.
@TheNotebook

#105

Typing a huge paragraph with your true feelings,
but then erasing it and typing "yeah..."

@MyJokesBook

hey! how'd you know that? done it gazillion times just becoz not brave enough to hurt peoples.

#104

"we talk so little. yet, we know what's going on in our minds."

ok. rindu tahap max. bila nak jumpa lagi?
oh, is it today the ulangbulan? hmmm.

#103

saya rasa saya kurus. hahahaha.
schoolmate cakap. paman cakap. makcik cakap.
betul la kan? hahahaha.

#102

work hard. give your best.

i don't need to push you. you are already driven by your dreams.
i am here. for you.

and thanks. for always there when needed.

#101

BULLSHIT LA!!

baru tadi jadi lembut.hahaha. boleh jalan lah!

#100

when we see each other in new lives, i'll smile at you with joy.

now, there's more like it. kan bagus dah lembut bahasa. praktis praktis.
sekarang sila belajar masak asam pedas. walaupun kau tak suka makan.
oh, tahniah! dah 100 post.

#99

i want my life. a life i didn't even know existed.

pathetic.

#98

what do you want?
why do you need to think of what everybody wants?

it's you, son of a bitch.

makin kasar bahasa kau aisyah.

#97

you just dont bluntly love anyone coz she's beautiful, polite, or whatever criteria of perempuan melayu terakhir. you just dont.
you just dont easily say you can commit to someone just because you dont want to lose them.

it's not that easy.

you just cant create a life you dream of with just dreams.
you just cant kiss just to have pleasure.
you live with goals. you live on hardworks.
hopes are not there to hurt peoples. hopes are there to driven them.

to live a life you dream of.

#96

‎"Aku terima nikahnya si dia binti si ayah dia dengan mas kahwinnya RM ..."
Bunyi macam senang? Nah ini erti sebenarnya:

"Aku tanggung dosa-dosa si dia dari ibu bapanya, apa saja dosa yang dia buat, dari dedah aurat hingga ke tinggalnya solat, aku tanggung dan bukan lagi ibu bapanya tanggung, dan aku tanggung semua dosa bakal anak-anak aku. Kalau gagal, maka aku fasik, dayus dan aku rela masuk neraka, aku rela malaikat Zabaniyah melibas aku hingga pecah badanku." -- Sharing is caring.

ok. sekarang baru rasa takut.