Showing posts with label jealousy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label jealousy. Show all posts

#476

pedih? go against family wishes? mati?


think again.


ada apa2 yg boleh aku tolong?

#458

jealousy, please go. i don't need you anymore.

please stay.

#433

dia cantik. rugi kamu milik dia sebab revenge. kalau tak dah settle benda paling kamu risau.

oh, yang sibuk2 hal orang lain tu kenapa?
list kredit kau lagi banyak dari debit. itu yang penting untuk kau fikir, kan?
yuran, servis kereta, tayar dah takde rambut, kursus lagi.
agh!

#430

owh. baru tau yang dulu kau tak pandang dia sebab......dia tak cukup cantik?


ok. sentap x?


ah, who cares, right?

#416

Happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn't know you left open.
- John Barrymore


Not a door you purposely open for others to come in. 
- aisyah abdullah

#404

yes. error 404. page not found.


serabut. celaru. confused. sakit. pedih. bimbang. paranoid. suka fikir bukan2 yang buruk2. yeah. saat ini. detik ini. itu yang aku rasa. macam duduk hadap tembok besar. kiri kanan depan belakang. tak ada satu ruang pun yang beri aku lalu.


salah aku. slap yourself, dear self. oh, and hold your tears. nobody want to see that, si lembik. you make who you are for people to see. apa yang aku ada? nada. zero. itu words from a loser. no. don't be one. everyone else wanna see the winner you. be strong. fight for you. yourself. no one else will.


one moment you feel like everything is trapping you. when the other time you can see your future as clear as the sky. you know where you goes even in 5 years time from now. dari awal cerita yang aku mahu hingga akhir cerita, juga seperti aku mahu. cerita aku bukan? cerita si degil.


on another story. few days ago, ada kawan gila2, bunga2 mahu ajak aku kahwin. gila kau? yes. his dad just passed away. that question was so random. entah aku org yg keberapa dalam friend list dia yang dia dah bunga2. funny but at the same time, it's sympathy. how depression can make you do silly things. chill bro. the more you look for it, the farther it go away. kan paman?


cemburu. lihat momen2 happy kamu dulu. yes. momen2 happy kamu dalam lappy. 
bukan kamu yang past. kamu yang present. kamu yang present dengan momen2 yang past. aku mahu lihat senyum kamu yang dulu bila sama aku. untuk masa ini, future dan selamanya. 


yes. i am that selfish. si degil yang tamak.


*serius rasa mahu nangis.


ok. move on. past is past. senyum, hidup yang masa ini ada aku, kamu. itu cukup bukan? 
kita sama usaha jadi yang lebih baik dari past. untuk kita juga.


craps. merepek due to tidur yang diganggu. agh!

#397

i felt so mellow right now. can't smile. remembering things i shouldn't remember. looking at things i shouldn't peek. imagining things that could never be happen. wondering how if that and that didn't occurred. agh! i shouldn't right?
so.
paman, i miss you. a lot. although we met almost everyday. still, i freaking miss you. this is new. the feeling i had for you is unexplained (it crossed my mind, u ada guna2. but, neah. u didn't right?). i played hard to get when the fact is i am really simple n easy (with a lil cover up here n there. not to worry though). 


looking straight up ahead. and without glancing back at past.
yeah.

#365


is it? but, i'm not an imsomniac....

#324

pagi ini rasa sedih. 


i never had the chance, right?
it's ok kot. nevermind.


semalam no mood at all due to unknown reason. 
and then tiba2 dapat present.
coincidence. no?

#317

am still trying.
sorry.

don't wait until u've been asked to. instead, share everything.
remember aisyah.

#313

feels like crying.
let loose and it doesn't want to be that way. 
what way?
i don't even know what i'm saying.

u can't undo what's done. nope.
let's just hope the burning mad will fade away.

i'm sorry.

#303

baru sedar. nampak. siapa yang mahu.
didn't know before this.
and saw no effort.


but, thanks anyway.

#276

If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands (clap clap)
If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands
 (clap clap)
If you're happy and you know it, then your face will surely show it
If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands.
 (clap clap)



smile and show it to the world.
be happy. happy deserves everyone.


sebab apa nak peeping lagi bukan? we deserves our own space. 
and yes, we do have our own preference. tak perlu paksa2 la.

#242

gegedik. fine! do whatever you want. aku happy kot. no worries.

#241

kalau orang dah ajak tu, pergi la. 
nanti, lain kali dah tak kena ajak baru nak ikut memang tak dapat lah.
paman, nak ikut pergi sarawak...........

#239

do you take it seriously? didn't meant to make you mad.
aku bukan siapa-siapa.

#228

tak payah paksa. atau perli2. lagilah dia lari jauh2.
lek2 sudah. 

apalah sangat 7 11 dulang tu nak compare dengan 1 dulang tapi 5-6 orang yang kena angkat.
haha. confirm 7 legacy, orang still ingat lagi.

#222

When a person is still with or doing something, but s/he said out loud s/he miss another thing that clearly is not right.
As a normal person, would you forgive that?

#211

lay low, des.