#37

seriously blur.


Q : Ada dua jalan. Satu, pernah lalu dulu. Banyak dah arca ada situ. 
      Dua, masih samar boleh lalu atau tidak. Tapi, sana ada banyak 'art'. 
      Jadi?
A : Don't be stuck up.Try explore something new. Choose 'art'. Choose 'art'.
takut nak letak harap. takut pecah berkeping2 lagi. paranoia. 

#36

seriously tersangkut. tak tahu mana mahu pergi. dua-dua arah ada mahunya.
#1 - he want the old 'us'. it made me cry after like weeks not crying.
#2 - he slipped out the word 'settling down' when marriage is like the last word anyone can imagine he talk about.

i don't want to put high hopes. i am scared.

#35

torn between two strings.

 one is sturdy. but, slippery.

one is a lil bit higher to reach. but, it looks tough.

i just don't know. can't decide.

#34

how do we stop the past from haunting us?

and why now? why are you trying to pull the string when i am ready to let it go?

#33

can i just write the new fairytale here?
it's my love story anyway.
i own this space right? *wink

so, there will be posts on everything.
love, hatred, rants.
please bear with me. *smile

#32

A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself to fix it.




yup. than, keep bleeding while to hold the broken pieces.

#31

Surviving Break-Up(s)

you are so right! couldn't agree more.

#30

i didn't know it hurt so much. if i knew, i would run away first.

#29

tak habis lagi nak torture? shit! i dont want to know anything about you anymore!!!! pedih. sakit kau tau tak? kalau nak let go, just LET ME GO! dont hold back anymore. pergi cari yang sesuai sana. I DONT WANT TO BE FRIENDS!! it hurts bloody much. i can deal with the breakup alone! i dont need ur help at all. i dont want to know ur life. i dont want anything from you. just go.

#28

running away doesn't work.

#27

i don't know what more you want.
you share nothing with me these few months.
not everything.

#26

pergilah kalau betul tak mahu. kenapa masih kau tunjuk muka lagi pada aku.
dah aku bilang, we can't be friends. aku masih belum kuat lagi.
6 tahun kan kau bilang?
mana boleh aku lupa dalam 3 minggu ini.
apa saja yang aku buat masih lagi ingat kau. 
jadi, kenapa?
kenapa masih usik hati aku?
kalau kau masih care, tolong henti buat begini.
jangan beri aku harapan lagi.
aku tiada apa lagi mahu beri pada kau.
aku tak akan dapat kerja di sana. 
aku tak akan mungkin dapat body yang kau mahu.
aku tak akan dapat ubah cara aku.
apa yang kau lihat sekarang adalah aku yang sedaya habis laku yang kau mahu.
aku tak boleh beri lebih dari ini.
aku tak mampu janji apa-apa lagi.


kalau kau masih tidak mahu aku yang begini, lepas.
biar aku.
jangan kau beri walau setitis harap.
pedih. 
kita sama pedih.
aku tahu.