#479

kalau orang dah ignore, sila jauh2.jangan cuba apa jua cara keji sekalipun.
macam dalam business, boleh pilih mana company yg kita nak deal with. 
sama konsep dalam life. bukan maksud boleh buang orang sesuka hati.
tapi, HAK KITA UNTUK KAWAN DENGAN SESIAPA PUN.
bukan hak orang lain untuk tentu duduk kita dalam hidup.
yes, it is my life. so, i have the say in it. not you.
fikir untuk hidup sendiri. bukan hidup orang lain.


this is the full stop. 

#475

still long way to go.


fight for yourself aisyah!


yeah, go!


everyone else pun sila fight for your right. tak rugi jadi degil kalau itu yang kita mahu. hidup kita sendiri bukan?

#474

it takes no longer than a split second to have your heart broken.
yeah.


choose wisely.
to break or to be the broken one?


it never crossed my mind. to. choose. i. don't. have. to.
coz. i know what i really want.
not to be.........

#471

i used to live in my very own world. everyone did. sampai bila?
don't know. once in a while we need it.
but, now we need to move on.
let's go! to a happy happy land...  ;)

#468

how do we ask for something which is our hak?
but, we don't know how much is it?
and, we don't want to have anything berkait dengan that someone, kalau boleh.
how?

#466

i'm a serious doubter. and i do what my heart tells. dari dulu aku trust my 1st instinct. coz, itu selalunya yg terbaik. benda yg aku terlalu banyak fikir ikut rasional akan end up sakit bagi aku. gamble in making decision. bukan maksud bodoh2 ikut arah yg ada depan aku. instinct + step back a little dan view dr semua arah. but, never ditch your first instinct. padah kalau degil, sendiri terima la babe.  

#462

a child dream. imaginative. 
yet, to come true.
you don't show a grow up expression. 
more like I'm listening to a 8-year old boy.



dreams. 
adult or children.
we do have dreams.
big or small. 
we can try together, right?

#458

jealousy, please go. i don't need you anymore.

please stay.

#450

“There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path while others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be honored by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up.”

—	Lucas Scott

apa kes quote dialog cite drama ni? whatever. our life. we choose. 

#449

#436

ayat dibawah bukan utk u paman. reminder to myself.

#433

dia cantik. rugi kamu milik dia sebab revenge. kalau tak dah settle benda paling kamu risau.

oh, yang sibuk2 hal orang lain tu kenapa?
list kredit kau lagi banyak dari debit. itu yang penting untuk kau fikir, kan?
yuran, servis kereta, tayar dah takde rambut, kursus lagi.
agh!

#429

It's been 8 month since I left Sabah for good. How time flies.  
Too many things happen. Good, bad, great, sad. Semua ada.
Ajar aku untuk hidup. dan survive.


;)

#428

make your dreams come true!

Everytime I felt restless, he reminds me why I fell in love with him at the first place. craziness!

#426

RESPONSIBILITY.


family. spouse. children. 


SANGAT PENTING!
ingat wahai aisyah!

#416

Happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn't know you left open.

- John Barrymore

Not a door you purposely open for others to come in. 

- aisyah abdullah

#412

;)

#404

yes. error 404. page not found.


serabut. celaru. confused. sakit. pedih. bimbang. paranoid. suka fikir bukan2 yang buruk2. yeah. saat ini. detik ini. itu yang aku rasa. macam duduk hadap tembok besar. kiri kanan depan belakang. tak ada satu ruang pun yang beri aku lalu.


salah aku. slap yourself, dear self. oh, and hold your tears. nobody want to see that, si lembik. you make who you are for people to see. apa yang aku ada? nada. zero. itu words from a loser. no. don't be one. everyone else wanna see the winner you. be strong. fight for you. yourself. no one else will.


one moment you feel like everything is trapping you. when the other time you can see your future as clear as the sky. you know where you goes even in 5 years time from now. dari awal cerita yang aku mahu hingga akhir cerita, juga seperti aku mahu. cerita aku bukan? cerita si degil.


on another story. few days ago, ada kawan gila2, bunga2 mahu ajak aku kahwin. gila kau? yes. his dad just passed away. that question was so random. entah aku org yg keberapa dalam friend list dia yang dia dah bunga2. funny but at the same time, it's sympathy. how depression can make you do silly things. chill bro. the more you look for it, the farther it go away. kan paman?


cemburu. lihat momen2 happy kamu dulu. yes. momen2 happy kamu dalam lappy. 
bukan kamu yang past. kamu yang present. kamu yang present dengan momen2 yang past. aku mahu lihat senyum kamu yang dulu bila sama aku. untuk masa ini, future dan selamanya. 


yes. i am that selfish. si degil yang tamak.


*serius rasa mahu nangis.


ok. move on. past is past. senyum, hidup yang masa ini ada aku, kamu. itu cukup bukan? 
kita sama usaha jadi yang lebih baik dari past. untuk kita juga.


craps. merepek due to tidur yang diganggu. agh!

#397

i felt so mellow right now. can't smile. remembering things i shouldn't remember. looking at things i shouldn't peek. imagining things that could never be happen. wondering how if that and that didn't occurred. agh! i shouldn't right?
so.
paman, i miss you. a lot. although we met almost everyday. still, i freaking miss you. this is new. the feeling i had for you is unexplained (it crossed my mind, u ada guna2. but, neah. u didn't right?). i played hard to get when the fact is i am really simple n easy (with a lil cover up here n there. not to worry though). 


looking straight up ahead. and without glancing back at past.
yeah.

#389

deeper than that.