#247

paranoid.


"kenapa kita tak jumpa dari awal dulu?"
"fate. takdir. nature flow. kalau awal lagi kita dah jumpa, all of this won't happen."


hakikat, kita pernah jumpa dulu. awal lagi dari yang kamu sangka first time our eyes met. tapi, tika itu masih ada hidup sendiri. sedar dan kabur dengan apa yang ada. truth is, i don't remember those times. all i know is joanna, germany girl yang kamu angkat ke hulu ke hilir. thailand, bali. juga cerita2 buruk pasal kamu. i don't care at first. macam kau tonton drama tv. lihat, dengar, faham, lupa. 


then, apa yang jadi sekarang ni? i don't know. it's good. at least i feel good. no. it's great.
you're being a pencil and eraser at the same time. 
or is it what i pretend to see who you are. i don't know. again.
sikit-sikit kita corak route ini. at least we both dah nampak apa yang ada. 
yes, you didn't offer anything. no promises to be broken. 


at least for now.
coz, i can't offer or promise anything to you either.

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